SIDEREAL CONTINUATIONS.

[begguiling]

This used to be an IC inbox (now found here) but it ended up mostly NSFW thread continuations instead and I decided I wanted those separate so!

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I see.

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Good. He's that type of person, too. "I haven't done anything to deserve this!" That isn't really about us.

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I did not consider.

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You're worried about not being good enough for him yourself, right?

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[begguiling]

That's not unexpected.

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Why do you say so?

[begguiling]

It's the way you've always been about him, since the day we met! You cherish his feelings like a precious gem. You take any small action you can think of to show him how you feel. But when it came to your own feelings, it was never the right time. You may have been right about that, but it's one thing to be right and another to be steadfast for so long. And now it's obvious how he is and how easily he misunderstands. You were so careful for so long about this because it was the most important thing in the world to you, and now that you have it, these things happen . . . so, of course you're uncertain if it was the right thing.

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[ok well THAT'S a weird way to get a biography written]


Still easy to misunderstand.

[begguiling]

Well, I'm not going to pretend you don't have a unique method of communication. ♥ It just might be that you both have your own issues that don't play nice together. But you already know in your heart it's worth it anyway to keep trying. He's figuring it out too.

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Yes.


Magolor still tends to my heart.
My thanks.

[begguiling]

Of course and always! ♥

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