And you didn't try to kill one another on sight? Geez . . . I get it now. I was pretty happy to finally get to meet him, but I had no idea the situation was that bad.
He reeeeally wanted a fight, but I didn't especially want to give him one . . . I didn't want to have to be the one to tell your boyfriend I set his brother on fire, even in self-defense. He's still loved despite all that, huh? But not by you.
[not even a little by Lan Wangji. Magolor actually knows very little about the whole relationship web there, he's realizing. it never occurred to him the feelings there were this fraught]
The choice not to fight him? Hehehe...you're so refined about even this. I can tell how upset you are, and how polite you're being about it. I don't blame you! I could make you a little pillow to punch with his face on it.
[his face twitches; slightly distracted from the strength of his own reaction by the revelation of "wow that is way more tempting than it should be." how childish. he cannot say so out loud. carefully]
Even when you're angry you compliment me! You're too much! But you're right that it's not. Besides, if people only ever had the love they deserved, I'd still be dead myself.
[it was an entirely undeserved connection that he'd personally betrayed that pulled him back, after all]
no subject
...
[the next line comes out even more clipped and terse than Lan Wangji's usual speech. one of his hands is clenched quietly in his robes.]
The siege. He led it.
no subject
I see . . . that explains a lot.
no subject
We had not met since I learned of it.
no subject
no subject
[he takes a breath, lets it out]
Reasons for discord existed. They do not justify him. But they were present.
[he hates being fair about this but he cannot, even when speaking his feelings to a trusted friend, bring himself not to do it. Be just.]
Others question my judgment. We disagree.
no subject
[not even a little by Lan Wangji. Magolor actually knows very little about the whole relationship web there, he's realizing. it never occurred to him the feelings there were this fraught]
no subject
[not by him at all.]
...
The choice is not mine.
no subject
no subject
[his face twitches; slightly distracted from the strength of his own reaction by the revelation of "wow that is way more tempting than it should be." how childish. he cannot say so out loud. carefully]
Very creative.
no subject
[no it's not, he's talking about those magic sequin things,]
no subject
no subject
no subject
[that was strangely satisfying]
no subject
no subject
Appreciated.
no subject
Er, just so you know, I do want to be friends with him.
no subject
[stares at the garden wall over Magolor's head...]
Wei Ying will approve.
no subject
no subject
He failed Wei Ying. Why trust him with Magolor?
no subject
no subject
no subject
no subject
I am also angry. He does not deserve you.
Not my choice.
no subject
[it was an entirely undeserved connection that he'd personally betrayed that pulled him back, after all]
no subject
Had Jiang Wanyin returned loyalty deserved, Wei Ying would not be.
He would not thank me to pity him for it.
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)